Tuesday, February 15, 2011

The Down Side

I don't care about tomorrow as no matter enough to remember today. We fight for something indistinct everyday, every time. I don't want a spotlight, even the night.

I need a survivor, savior. Gimmie' that one. I'll put it on my heart and never let it go away.

Bravely, I feel lonely. I couldn't drive away. These cause resentment things just hold up my way. I need a mate, not friends. I need to escape, rather than an amusement. Please be kind. I'm alone. Hold on too tight is just make my hand perspire, but really I feel like everything that I've done, those are litters.

Can I have a time machine? Honestly, I want my father. I don't know him better, but I love him so much. Even I don't recognise him, He know me more than them. Recently, I often miss him.

They said unthankful, but can all of you spell it more better? You are such an bad people. Sorry to mentioned that, but I think that's necessary. You are strangers.

Hopefully, I don't be like this. If you ask people "What are you wanna be? Being what you are right now? Or want something more?". Certainly, I'm convince you that everyone in the world wants something more than being like they are right now. So do I.

I grudge to everyone. No exception even he is my boyfriend. For me, he is reliable. He is my friend, my boyfriend, my mate, my brother, my father, etc. He's got anything I do not have. Friends. He got it a lot. I do envy to him, even I know that I shouldn't do that.

Really sorry to some improperly things I've done. I really wanna do better, but I couldn't. You don't have to know the reason by read my hand-typing above.

Every obnoxious act is a cry for help

I feelThe that way too :'(

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